Crying

yes, today it all got to me and I cried.
I will give you the bullets:

• I don't have a job
• I don't have any money
• my husband went away to an event without me
• I haven't missed that event in four years, it means a lot to me.
• my mother is always angry with me
• I feel enormous guilt
• My kid doesn't seem to want to be around me
• Our house deal fell through, we lost the house
• I have a golf ball growing in me and it hurts
• It's hot here

I feel better now, thanks