Lost

It's dark here in my cave. I'm kind of lonely but there aren't very many people I'd want in here. It never occured to me that my husband would say stupid things about having a miscarriage but he did so I kicked him out a while ago.
I had to come back in here because I made a huge mistake today. I somehow assumed I was ready to face the world. I wasn't.
I went back to work at a shopping mall that's noisy and filled with children, babies and fucking pregnant women who wanted to come, two by two, for lunch. "And when are you due? No, when are you due?" NO! Both of you just fuck off and go get your healthy meals somewhere else!!!

At least I can drink Dr. Pepper again.